Oh dear. Am sitting here and the full realization of the end of infertility treatment has hit me, the hell that was the last 4 years is finished. I never have to do that again. I am free. I can't stop these body wracking sobs of relief.
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Initially a social worker before going on maternity leave in 2003 to give birth to my beautiful son, F. Recently completed a Masters in Literature and Writing, I now spend my days tied to a laptop, occasionally let off for good behaviour. Having fought secondary infertility for 4 years unsuccessfully, I fell pregnant on our 3rd IVF cycle and my daughter, RJ, arrived in Dec 08. I recently watched my Mum battle breast cancer and SURVIVE! Currently, life is a haze of parenting, writing, and planning more and more international travel.
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Natsukashii – Japanese adjective. A bittersweet nostalgia for the past as it is recalled, not necessarily as it was.
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1 comments:
yes the journey ends for treatment and your little one along with Finn will keep you filled with so many precious moments, love and tears too.
As mothers we just cant win I guess we cry at success, failure and disppointment and a fall off that swing.
Its a blessing to read your blog and follow your journey. Let it out Kell I hope you feel 'relieved'soon.
Love
Kat
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